💧 The Thirst Is Real“Not My Cup… But Still the Answer” –

I was thirsty.

Not metaphorically at first…just thirsty. I had been running all day, thinking, processing, trying to make sense of a lot in my life. My mouth was dry, my body tired, and my heart? Even more so.

Right there on the table was a bottle of water. Sealed. Ready. But it wasn’t my cup. You know, the one with the straw. The one I liked. Because it’s my cup. The one that made drinking feel... worthwhile.

So, I left the bottle sitting there. I didn’t drink.
I stayed thirsty.

🥀 Waiting on a Preference

While I was waiting on my preference, I ignored God’s provision. I had convinced myself I couldn’t be satisfied until I had it my way. Sound familiar?

We do this all the time:

  • We’re praying for answers but ignoring the people, the places, and the opportunities God keeps placing in front of us.

  • We say we want healing, but we don’t like the counselor He sends.

  • We want love, but not from the person we think is “too old” or “not our type.”

  • We want rest, but we keep choosing the hustle because stillness feels too foreign.

What if you’re delaying your breakthrough… because it’s not showing up in your favorite cup?

đź’ˇ A Living Metaphor

That water bottle became a sermon to my soul.

I had been doing this in life. And in love. I didn’t like the height or the age of the man God sent to love me right. So I went back to what looked familiar. Even if it wasn’t right. Even if it almost broke me.

I had provision, but I didn’t like the packaging.
I had love, but it didn’t come in my cup with the straw.
So I stayed thirsty… for years.

🧎🏽‍♀️The Spiritual Pattern

This isn’t just emotional. It’s deeply spiritual.

“Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters…” — Isaiah 55:1

The invitation is always open. The supply is always available. But we reject it when it doesn't look like what we had in mind.

Jesus was and is the Living Water. But they rejected Him because He was born in a manger. They expected a king. He showed up as a carpenter. He didn’t match the delivery system they imagined.

Sound familiar?

🪞Reflection Question

What have you left on the table because it didn’t come the way you expected?

  • Is there a person you've overlooked?

  • A job you rejected?

  • A city you refused to move to?

  • A conversation you’ve avoided?

Are you still thirsty because you’re still waiting on your preference, not accepting God’s provision?

✍🏽 Journal Prompt

“God, show me where I’ve ignored your answers because they didn’t come how I wanted. Help me recognize provision even when it’s uncomfortable, unfamiliar, or humbling.”

🙏🏽 Closing Prayer

Lord, forgive me for every time I walked away from what You sent because it didn’t come how I expected. Teach me to receive Your blessings in whatever bottle, from whomever You send. Let me not die of thirst because I refused to drink. Heal my heart so I can trust again, see again, and live again. In Jesus’ name, amen.

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